Bombshell

Sooo much of those little things that you think people will find interesting on blogspot have happened to me since last post. But i think im going to ignore them and post about something important.
ahem
Renata is the most amazing girl ive ever met and im confident enough (and not embarassed) to say that im in love with her
there
put that in your pipe and smoke it :D

Things

Fuck Life
WTF Renata
srsly
that message to that weirdass kid about snuggling with him and calling him your true love
godamn, its like you want me to feel like shit sometimes

spoon-feeding

nothing much mothing much, saw renata yesterday and we rented EVIL-FUCKING-DEAD-TWO!
oh yeah no big deal, right? NO its the best movie ever. It was nice haha having half a day off and ACTUALLY being with Renata too. Even if shes on the rag... :P nah its no big deal, its just a week or whatever. Theres a show tomorrow and im stoked about xHONORx but im not fucking staying My Hero Is Me. FUCK THAT BAND. I hate their music, i hate them, and i hate people that dont hate them like I do. My dad is being super weird lately too. He seems really mad about something but he wont tell me and he wont even let me call my godamn girlfriend D: The Sea-Wolf continues to be an amazing piece of literature. I only read it little by little periodically throughout the day so i can like, really take it all in you know? Its nice going to shows and everything but its bitter-sweet bc i hate all the faggoty drama that comes out of it EVERY TIME. But its nothing new, if you want good music your gonna have to put up with a bunch of douchebags who want to look cool. Ill just do what i always do, go to the show, stick to myself and talk to old friends, im not much for making new buddies at shows, mostly enemies. If someone gives me shit, that sucks for them because i get really violent at shows, i think bc i keep it alllll in during day-to-day life. It must really build up by the time i get to a show and its the only place to vent.

Stand Back

Andrea and Renata love Blogger

im IN Love with Blogger


EDIT: You guys wait, i get to reannact this picture

Move

Its Monday, which means here i am in second period typing up a blog about my weekend. I didnt really do all that much. Friday i went to Renatas and watched Donnie Darko and we had fun :) saturday i pretty much went to like 4 peoples houses and just chilled all day then sneaked renata out and got some food. Yesterday i didnt do much either, just went to my cousins and went to statesville for a little while. I lost my key which is the only one i have and i had to search for it for like 40 minutes. Ah this entry sucks. Seeing Renata today :D

And So it Starts Again

(i found this website that has all my old artwork on it, so yeah, i call this piece... LEAF :P )Band practice with a new band today. im pretty stoked but pretty skeptical and pessimistic (for good reason) Its so hard for me to find anyone who shares the same taste in music with me. I can do what i did in Axe The Executioner and just write most of it and be in charge of the like sound in general but it didnt work bc the other guys just didnt have the convictions for deathmetal and grind that i have. Maybe this time will be different but who really knows. Atleast i get to make music again :D Main thing though, if the band DOESNT listen to my opinion and just tries to do their own thing it wont work and ill quit. I know its about everyone bringing their own taste into the music but not if that persons passion is in nu-metal or old rock or what the fuck ever. Nope, no sir. But i think this might work which will be great. It might be tough keeping the guys from either writing something corny as shit or jsut straight breakdowns. I mean, dont get me wrong, i love breakdowns and i move at every fucking show i go to but there should be a limit. Its like saying fuck in between every word. It kind of loses its meaning you know? fuck

Another Day

Nothing much today. Not much since yesterday. I shaved my face *shrug* and i went to the grocery store yesterday. My love of despised icon has been renewed though haha. Sorry ive got nothing for this entry and im really calling it in by only talking about how i have NOTHING to talk about :) i need to set up another apointment with the doc, i told renata i didnt use any of those pills but ah, i used two that day haha. So im out :( my computer at home is all kinds of fucked up, and dad keeps yelling at me saying stuff like i sabotaged his computer but in reality, i know what keeps putting viruses on it, and lets jsut say its not me :P I am gonna start eating healthier again, i usually stick to a healthy diet for like a month and lose about 15 to 20 pounds but then i just say fuck it and just let myself go. Its really a problem of just giving a shit. But whatever, thats atleast another month of healthierness (sp) coming my way. High-five