Instantly Grow Manliness

Well I'm in Business Management right now. Watching old commercials for immaginary products that kids from previous years made. MANLY PILL. INSTANTLY GROW MANLINESS. Its 10:50 and I'm starving for lunch. Nothing much really going on, hanging out with Renata later today :D I actually saw her yesterday too. We watched movies and idk just yeah. Oh and i guess she thinks teasing is funny
pffft
its not :I
Things with her are still going really well, BIG SURPRISE. Oh and i have a class with my friend Becca who i almosssst lost touch with this year. I Hung out with her at McDonald's, smoked a cigarette and just caught up, it was nice. Ah, i want to smoke BAD all day I'm at school, even with my daily smoke breaks at lunch. I found a new cigarette to smoke. Camel Filters. I like the flavor of Turkish Royals but they are too smooth. So Camel Filters are a mix of Turkish and domestic blend, pretty nice but its taking more and more for me to get that chill from the nicotine. I might have to move up to reds or Newports soon. Maybe even unfiltered O: . anyways Ive been taking Lexapro for like 2 days and it doesn't kick in until after like a week or two so whatever. I still really need to find a job, doesn't really matter where I just need to have a way of income when i graduate in a couple months because i want to move out and get my life started. I'm seriously thinking about doing that volunteer program that Renata tried doing. It sounds pretty amazing and it'd be a nice chance for to actually help somebody other then myself. That and Ive been complaining about boredom with everything. Boredom with Lenoir, boredom with the people i know, boredom with the things i do, just boredom of life. I mean Renata keeps stuff interesting but i don't know. But through all this stuff I'm content with my life, that might just be the Lexapro kicking in though ;)