spoon-feeding

nothing much mothing much, saw renata yesterday and we rented EVIL-FUCKING-DEAD-TWO!
oh yeah no big deal, right? NO its the best movie ever. It was nice haha having half a day off and ACTUALLY being with Renata too. Even if shes on the rag... :P nah its no big deal, its just a week or whatever. Theres a show tomorrow and im stoked about xHONORx but im not fucking staying My Hero Is Me. FUCK THAT BAND. I hate their music, i hate them, and i hate people that dont hate them like I do. My dad is being super weird lately too. He seems really mad about something but he wont tell me and he wont even let me call my godamn girlfriend D: The Sea-Wolf continues to be an amazing piece of literature. I only read it little by little periodically throughout the day so i can like, really take it all in you know? Its nice going to shows and everything but its bitter-sweet bc i hate all the faggoty drama that comes out of it EVERY TIME. But its nothing new, if you want good music your gonna have to put up with a bunch of douchebags who want to look cool. Ill just do what i always do, go to the show, stick to myself and talk to old friends, im not much for making new buddies at shows, mostly enemies. If someone gives me shit, that sucks for them because i get really violent at shows, i think bc i keep it alllll in during day-to-day life. It must really build up by the time i get to a show and its the only place to vent.