Nosebleeds

Hi
Things have been going well for me, just got out of spring break and i can honestly say that i had fun :) Spent most of it with Renata (yay) thats always a good way to spend my time haha
We even went to blowing rock with her family and at first she was feeling kind of down but i like to think i helped her feel better haha :D Regardless of if i helped she seems happy and thats all that matters. Anyways, i hung out with my stepbrother steven too and we just sat at home and played video games into the early morning hours. Dude i almost forgot, me him and Renata all played fucking laser tag. Like, a bunch haha. It was fun, even though we lost Renatas little brother and he was crying because he was so scared and i had to go talk to him mano e mano. But i comforted him and it was all good and stuff because IM EVERYONES DAD. Meanwhile renata and i actually were pretty depressed because all it takes is one of us to be upset and no matter what, the other can try to cheer them up but we end up just sharing emotions, its weird but idk it says something good about our relationship and how close we are, so i love it :D:D:D
i havent been to a goodass show in too long. I need to fucking beat some kids faces in. Its a good release ;) DUDE my abnd fucking recorded and got pics like 3 weeks ago and the kid thats supposed to post them fucking HASNT even though i see his ass on myspace all the time. Now, me and him are good ass friends and shit but idk man if he cant even fucking do one little thing for me then its whatever. I dont need people like that. BUT, i dont want top get ahead of myself, we are still friends and maybe (just maybe) he really just cant post it for whatever reason and now i sound like a dick. nothing new :P Oh, and i have a job set up for as soon as i graduate and its apparently a really good paying job so it can probably support me during the the fall when i start going to college (probably CCC & TI) and then i can get my own little apartment with a close friend as a room mate and Renata can come over alllll the fucking time and we can just be together with nobody ruining it. *sigh* i just cant wait <3